I’m Not Really Here

Tired and hungry, nothing left to do
I’m taking a break ‘cause I’m afraid
I’ve been faking it all just for you

Can’t speak to no one
Can’t let you get too near
‘cause I’m scared I’m not really here.

Love’s been crueler
Than I had ever dreamt
Apologies turn into stainless steel
Like Kitchen Devils up against your neck

I can’t help making
My words become your tears
‘cause I’m scared I’m not really here.